01/01/2026
Confession No: 140
To: Dr. Kazi Sazedur Rahman Ayon
Session: 2018-19
Been gatekeeping this one for months; after writing, deleting, correcting and rewriting over 500 words more than 500 times, I've finally decided to send this one, because " Better oops than what if" right??
It’s not a confession post ,more of an appreciation post and somewhat of a constructive criticism post.
Remember how it started? Initially, I was hesitant to let you into my life because, yes, I’m friendly and co-operative with everyone, but my inner circle is really small since I prefer quality over quantity.
And I don’t know how you managed to get into my inner circle . From not knowing you to reaching out to you from time to time.
You do have your charm, and you charmed your way into my life.
You have a great sense of humor; you can make me laugh even after making me angry. You're fun-loving, easygoing and friendly.
You have such a concrete personality. You balance things amazingly. But sometimes you lack empathy. Showing a bit of concern to someone who deeply cares about you won’t make you any inferior. You can't be that oblivious that you fail to notice what's around you.
You're just like cell membrane, selectively permeable, and it's totally fine, rather healthy for you. You can be really caring when you wanna be.
You’re one of the most responsible and dutiful interns I’ve seen. Your work is your first priority. You never skip your work; rather, you co-operate with your colleagues and friends when needed. Your compassion towards patients is commendable.
Your patience is on another level. It's rare to find men who are calm and patient. But I find you egoistic and arrogant at times.
You have that leader persona. guess that’s why they elected you as IDS President. None could have been a better president than you. You're hardworking. Always running to hospital when duty calls, even if you're exhausted and sick.
In case no one ever told you, I wanna say I'm proud of you Dr. President.🥇
You're a great teacher. There's so much to learn from you.
You’re a responsible son and a caring elder brother. One of my most favorite things about you is how you take responsibilities of your family. Your family has a special place in your life, and your friends are your brotherhood. It’s rare to find that kind of friendship these days. You’d do anything for them. You have such great friends, yet you’re still living in a void.
You don’t share your problems with anyone. Whenever you’re upset, you shut people off; you push people away, hurting them. It’s okay to be vulnerable Dr. Ayon. It’s okay to talk when you have a listener.
I know I may not solve your problems, but I’ll always be here to listen.
You are a busy man. It’s good to be busy, but you never have time and you’re full of excuses.
I don’t know if you’re really that forgetful or if you deliberately choose to ignore things. So many things you said were later flipped, as if they never existed. Your words and actions don't match.
You are such a complex man. You say I know you well, but sometimes I feel like I don’t even know you at all.
We’ve had a lot of ups and downs, and I have a lot of grudges against you , unresolved, unspoken conversations. And I’m pretty sure you do too. I just wanna say, nothings lasts forever so appreciate things while you still have it.
I may have caused you troubles and being an annoyance to you. Sorry for all the inconvenience.
I sincerely pray for your peace & prosperity, health & happiness, success & stability. May you get all the happiness of heaven and earth. May Allah ease your hardships.
Take care of yourself.
From
LadyWhoLingers