05/22/2024
I try to avoid sharing this outside of desperation, but desperation is just the norm. We can't, I can't, afford the delusion of pride of self sufficiency. It seems we've built a society where those who wish to help are denied the resources to do so, while those with incalculable resources are interested only in accumulating more.
So we, as a society, must fall back on the desperate hope that there is enough charity left to get us through another day. I'm sorry for the rant. I'm sorry for the ramble. Things are just so bad for so many, and yes I and the most important person in my world are directly, drastically effected by it. We don't desire luxury, extravagance, or the extraordinary. We just want to be able to live, peacefully, with each other, not spending every hour of every day wondering how we'll make rent, make the car payment, afford groceries.
I can't remember a time where my mind wasn't on the edge of screeching panic due to the uncertainty of absolute, basic fundamentals. I hope I can experience that someday. But it clear isn't today. Thank you for listening, thank you for sharing, and thank you for whatever help and good will you can provide.
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