05/14/2026
Check out this reflection from Noah Banasiewicz (P&L '23), SJ, on what he does as a Jesuit in formation:
Noah Banasiewicz, SJ, on trying to explain what he does as a Jesuit in formation:
One of the great hilarities that comes with being a Jesuit in formation is the constant struggle to explain who I am and what exactly it is that I do. Whether it be at the barber, a bar or simply meeting friends of friends, the question “What do you do?” doesn’t always yield a standard exchange of pleasantries. I have found that explaining my vocation and the vows I’ve pronounced frequently prompts general confusion and countless questions. Despite being funny or even slightly awkward in the beginning, these conversations often lead to opportunities for encounter and beautiful experiences of grace.
During my philosophy studies at Saint Louis University, I served as chaplain to the women’s volleyball team, and my experience of that question “What do you do?” became “What are you doing here? ” As is true with any other chaplain, my primary responsibility was to care for the spiritual lives of those I served, yet none of the players had ever had a chaplain before. Most were unfamiliar with the term “chaplain,” and for those who weren’t, it was in the context of a hospital, prison or the military.
Early in my first season, one player, introducing me to her parents after a match, tried to explain my role. “He’s kind of like a team mom…but a priest…almost?” she said.
Not quite, but I can work with that.
Much of society has become accustomed to a very compartmentalized view of religion and spirituality. It looks a certain way; it belongs in a particular place. As Jesuits, however, our life and mission call us to be a religious presence in spaces that may not seem explicitly religious to others.
In some ways, that player’s explanation to her parents wasn’t too far off. Functionally, my role consisted mostly of conversations over coffee outside the gym and pre-match handshakes. I prayed for the players by name every day, sat on the bench at games and even helped out at practices.
These encounters—in my personal life and within the moments of my ministry—are what get me out of bed in the morning and breathe life into my vocation.
Read his full reflection: jesuitsmagazine.org/a-heart-on-fire-spring-2026